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2008-10-04T01:40:00.001+08:00

new blog address...

estee-lau.blogspor.com

2008-10-04T01:00:00.002+08:00

argh..
i'm a confuse child now..
i don't know what i want..

maybe i'm too stressful that's why my stomach aches never stops..
no medicine can help me ease the pain..
like the chinese saying...
"心病就需心药医.."

travel overseas to study?
or stop studying?

i really don't know...

like what i was saying...
my result is too pathetic for me to study in singapore..
my result i meant my A level result...

therefore..
i'm in the state of confusion..

one of my secondary circle of friends told me..
"go look for ur best friends, they are the ones who r supposed to love n support u
if u can't find - sorry to say that - then u gota re-think about ur life.
tt's y back to the basics - if the foundation is wrong, nothing will be right. get ur priorities right"

what one person told me was to consult my close friends or my family members..
to that advise..
i did..

but...
the answers that they gave didn't give me any confidence nor opinions..

my family..
my brother didn't give me any reply..
my mom said she's worried and what about finance and she didn't really mind what decision i make..
my dad don't meddle with my affairs...

my friends..
think i should go..
since i'm interested and it is best to pursue what i think is most beneficial..

but there is one who said to me..
i might not be the material to study..
i think it might be true..
for my current result sucks..

and btw..
i seldom contact all my friends...
partially due to laziness and i'm utterly busy...

i dunno...
argh...

2008-07-10T22:38:00.003+08:00

This is gonna be a ranting post!~

Failed Maths TERRIBLY...
Chemistry wasn't as expected...

The rest not known yet...

But freak!~
I say ZANA's and ARID'S Maths Paper...
They said they left the summation questions all blank...
But it was a freaking lie...

Was quite pissed off...
Actually didn't bother and didn't notice until someone pointed out to me...

After a while...
Thought maybe they were modest...

Rant on Keng Hee...
But damn it!~

He doesn't understand what the hell is going on at all...
And said blame ourselves for not studying...

I'm like WHAT THE FUCK!~
I freaking meant why would they freaking lie about such things...
It's nothing to lie about...
And it DEFINITELY is not a freaking WHITE LIE...
SO why the hell do they need to lie about...

Damn it...
Felt terrible...

If they were close friends like Yin Whee and gang...
I would definitely 翻脸不认人...
Damn it...

I don't get it...

There goes a saying...
Honesty is good...
But always honest might be sarcastic...

Sianz...

2008-07-09T23:20:00.002+08:00

Shit!~
Deep shit...

Hasn't been going for school for 2 consecutive days after 1 WEEK holiday!~
I don't know what am I doing either...
No MC no nothing...

Sianz...
Someone...
Please motivate me...
But please...
NEVER EVER PREACH TO ME!~

I hate preaches...
It's gets on my nerves...
Then my temper will start up...

MAN!~
I dislike my mood swings...
Haiz...

2008-06-21T05:47:00.002+08:00

Went club...
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Just reach home...
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Not gonna sleep...
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Working later...
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Starts at 8.30am....
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Might as well not sleep right!~
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School re-opening next week...
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A bloody retainee...
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And I'm like not freaking studying...
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Lost interest in studies???
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No idea...
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Stupid life!~

2008-04-08T21:08:00.003+08:00

Today...

Made a damn haste decision...
I told Mr Chua and Madam Ong I joining back track...

WOW!~
What a PRIDE DON'T ALLOW ME TO JOIN decision...
Damn sianz...

And guess what...
She want to put me in short distance now...
Doesn't allow me go together with Keng Hee...
I join a CCA cause got companionship...

But now?~!@?!@#
|
NO MORE!~

Anyway...
So wonderful that got training tomorrow...
-.-"

Update some pictures which were taken during friday's clubbing night...
With Jie Ying and Jessamine...

2008-03-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today alot of things happened...
Didn't feel well since last night...
But I endured through...
*beams*

Though I'm extremely stress over maths...
Can't ever it seem to be able to be completed...
Stacks after stacks...
Asked and no answer available...

Going out with YIN WHEE this saturday...
To study and to go for Easter Day celebration...
At CITY HARVEST...
-.-"

Though don't really adore Christianity...
I still tagged along...
:}

I bet I was never once in love!~
I want to be in love now...
(Aftermath of reading too much mangas and animes...)

What should I do now?
I can't seem to be able to cut down my time for manga and anime...
And I didn't have time to study...
Someone help me to cut the time down...
Please!~

Haha...
How pitiful am I begging people to help...

Still irritated over what CCA to join...
If I join AKE...
I got to forgo tons of my time...
However, the benefit is that I get to go to Australia...
And next year SYF!~

HOW???
HOW??!
HOW?!!
HOW!!!

2008-03-12T02:02:00.001+08:00

Argh!~
I can't sleep again...
Stomach ache!~
:"{

Someone save me from this suffering...
But I'm still thankful that at least I'm not being a merlion now...
*wInKz*

2008-03-09T17:34:00.002+08:00

Guess what...
Down with the family virus...
I'm the last to be contracted...

Sharks kz...
The feeling is extremely horrible...
Imagine vomiting yellow stuffs...
Followed by green stuffs...

Stomach upset...

The feeling of urinating from your anus...
It's fucking disgusting and horrible...
And had injection...
Bloody painful la...
I cried...
And straight away after that...
I went to puke again...
-.-"

Didn't get to collect my A Level certificate...
But I know my result...

Chinese I got D...
For Geog I got U...
Wow!~

So gonna retake this year...

2008-03-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

i didn't accept you because of your looks...
i didn't accept you because you ain't pure no more...
i didn't accept you because i felt nothing for you...
i didn't accept you because you ain't my cup of tea...
i didn't accept you because you're her friend...
i didn't accept you because i don't like to go according to what others have to say...
i didn't accept you because you're rich now...
i didn't accept you because you're a flirt...
i didn't accept you because you don't mean the words you've said...
i didn't accept you because you're fickle minded...

Anyway...
Had a weird dream dream today...
Didn't know I would dream of him again...
It's like my third dream of him...

Anyway...
Be it you guys saying it's my pride and ego that's the stone to the path which makes me forgo it...
I care no more...

MC today again...
Tomorrow also...
Called Zana...
She seemed unhappy when I called her...
If my guesses ain't wrong...
She's pissed with me...
So are the others group members...

I don't know why I'm sick so often these days...
I really don't know why...
Why blame me when I'm sick...
It's not like I want it...
I also don't want to stuff myself with bitter pills...
I hate them the most...

Not being able to eat the food I want...
Not being able to study well for my exams...
Not being able to gain trust of others...
Not being able to let others acknowledge my existence in school...
Not being able to see my close friends and ended up drifting away from them...

WHO would want these things to happen to them if they desire non of those?!
I don't know if it's lucky of me...
Being optimistic would be that...

"Hey...
I thank you god...
For not letting me take my A Level this year...
I wonder if that's why you let me retain...

It seems to be a good sign for me...
I thank you god...
You're simply someone I can leave my fate to..."

Being pessimistic would be that...

"Hey god...
Why did you let me retain when I'm falling sick being unable to attain school to study?
What's your reason for letting me retain if you're making me fall sick to easily?
What good would it be in for me if I retain and being unable to attend school that often?

I really don't know what's that intention of yours letting me retain and making me suffer one more year and the unchangeable humiliation of being a retainee..."

So what is my conclusion?
I don't know...
A lost camel in the large desert...
Searching for a reason to live under such harsh condition...

2008-02-26T21:54:00.002+08:00

By the way...
New anime is up...
And it's updated as of 26 February 2008...
Though some is not updated...

People...
For any animes which you want me to intro...
Have to ask me in person...

Cause for different people I will intro different one...
:}
Depending on personality...
Taste and preferences...

Follow up on my health is 4th March...
It's also the day when Fuuka-san is coming to school...
My buddy from Okinawa...

Though she might not be staying for long...
I hope to be a good host to her...
To repay her back for what she has done for me during my stay there...

:D:D

Hope we can skip school and entertain them for a day...
Just a day is enough...

And one last thing...
I've started playing Facebook and ViWaWa...

2008-02-26T21:22:00.002+08:00

Sick and tired of bitter pills and not going to school...
Have been sick lately...
God knows why...

Haven't been catching up with my school work...
Stuffing myself with tons and tons of pills...
Hugging my stomach...
Headache...
Sleep to ease it...

What a life I wanna lead...
So disappointing...

Wonder if I can go to school and work tomorrow...
How can I live my life to the fullest if this keep happening...
Results are all beyond my expectations...
Top 10??

Beyond my wildest dream...

Not being able to go to school for 2 weeks before the exam is an excuse...
I can never allow that excuse to pardon myself from such result...
Retainee is the name that I shall bear...

How dissappointing can I be?
How low have I sunk?
How did I fall into this pit of beyond hope?

I wonder!~

2008-02-18T20:26:00.002+08:00

I was so freaking pissed with Cheryl in my Economics class...
She's a papaya...
Oppsy...
Sorry...
She doesn't have that figure...

Anyway...
Wanted to do something awful...
But kind of stupid...
So didn't do it...

She's a freaking SC!~
Goodness...
I can't believe that...
Actually I do...
For I know most of the SC/ex-SC in my school are and were for show...
I freaking don't know how teacher chose them out of this many people...
If there aren't any elites...
Then DON'T ELECT!~
IT MAKES OTHER PEOPLE LIVES MISERABLE...

2008-01-31T21:50:00.000+08:00

guess wad...
hasn't been in school for like 3 consecutive days...
but due to tomorrow being a friday...
i'm so going to get MC!~

only PE and H1...
HATE both of that "subjects"...
so sianz...

yeap...
and if the pain persist...
i'm so going to be referred to the hospital...

none of the peeps other than my classmates notice i was sick for so long...
so sad...

but...
yeap...
be optimistic...
they are living their lives to the fullest by spending on useful stuffs...

i'm so not useful!~
=x

2008-01-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

Ok...
It's been a long time since I last blog...

It's been shitty these days...
I don't know what happened...
I've been like using so much F words lately...

Even when I'm not angry lahz...

School work is dragging me...

SCHOOL WANTS ME TO HAVE A CCA!~
FREAK!~
I FREAKING HATE CCA...

God...
Gracious...
I've been like spending like mad lately...
2 months or less...
I've already spent a thousand plus Singapore dollars for my shopping list...
Been the worst of my life...

SPEND THIS MUCH WHEN I'M A THRIFTY PERSON!~?~!?@!?@#?@#$

BTW!~
CLASS!~
07S3 people...
They're ok lahz...
Except some attitude ones...

Closer to Seto aka Cai Yan...
Grace...
Hui Ting...

Yeap...
Out of bloody so many people...
And I only actually been talking to these 3 people...
Gracious...
What's my new year's resolutions again?@#$?@#$?@#%@?#$

NEW ANIMES HAVE BEEN UPDATED...
SOME ARE STILL OLD...
I UPDATED ACCORDING TO WHAT I WATCHED TODAY...
:}

2008-01-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

Bored...
Had teppanyaki at home...
I slept till 1450 then wake up luhx...

First thing to check...
My mobile phone...
I've got 5 smses unread and one missed call...

Second thing to check...
My laptop...
I've got 10 MSN windows waiting for me to reply...

WOW!~

Next thing I know...
My mother asked me to go out eat...

:}

And my cousins showed up...

Had fun with them...
I ate alot...
Trust me...
Tonnes of food...

Not just me...
They too ate tonnes of food...

Tomorrow school starting...
SO sick...
:"{

My hard earned money of $1297...
Minus $400 for my parents and $60 for my brother...
I'm like only left with $837 to spend only lahz...
And don't say savings...

Sianz...
I need to work more...
:}

Love working at Vivo with the people there...
People scout me there...
I scout for people there...
The people there treat me extremely nice...
Except one...
But I love them...
They are really nice...
:"{

Can't bear to leave them...
But hope next year, oppsy, this year end, when I work there...
They are still there...

One funny thing is that...
The people there try to introduce guys to me...
Be it their sons, friends or what...
So funny...

Even other brand delivery man also wanna introduce guy for me...
I was like in a shock luhx..

Finished work...
Time for study...
Gonna pia my chem, maths and econs...
:}

I only have 2 days same break with WHEE!~
:"{
Thursday and Friday...

Saddening thing is that all the 5 days, I have 3 days long days...
Monday, Tuesday and Thursday...
If I join a CCA, I would have long day for everyday....

LUCKY ME!~
Gods alway blesses me for I have faith in them...
I believe them and trust them...
:D

Same Maths teacher next year...
Wonder if it's a good or sad news...

I hope I got friends next year...

Signing off!~

2007-12-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

Someone asked me to blog...
And here I am...
Though it might not be instantaneously blog...
:}

Hack all the stupids count-down...
It's boring...

Anyway...
Tomorrow...
I shall stay at home...
I don't wanna meet any of the two...

I just revealed one of my new year resolutions...

New year's resolutions:

Not to meet any of the two.
Not to get drunk any more.
Going to continue to watch animes, but also study at the same time.
Going to find a cute looking boyfriend (goodness, I'm 19 next year already... Time to settle down right... ;p).
Try to get use to life by practicing better communication skills. ( I'm damn lousy at communications... I sucks at that... Trust me... )
Hope all my best friends can remember me... (Kit Ping, Jessamine, Yin Whee, Si Ning).
Shall not try to act like a nice girl anymore.

2007-11-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

Met up with Whee today at Ngee Ann Polytechnic...
I was late...
As usual luhx...
I woke up at 1130...
You guess lehz...
:D

Than wanted to eat there...
But in the end all the girls never eat...
Cause maybe shy...
-.-"

Jonathan and his 2 friends "joined us"...
=x

Met up with Shi Ying for a little while also...
Si Ning never go school...
:"{
She forgot about our date...
:{

Heard that the 3 of them is the 3 and above people..
Always get "A"s and "A*"s people...
So good!~

Anyway...
Feel happy for them...
Went down to Bugis to meet up with Si Ning...

Then Si Wei and I ate there...
Except Yin Whee...
On diet...
-.-"

Went to comic shop to find RAGDE...
He complained my voice the loudest...
Wth luhx...

Then never mind...
Went to Kinokuniya to look at comics...
:}

After that we head down to Suntec...
Wanted to eat donut...
But laziness cause us to forgo our precious donuts...
And it's FATTENING ( quoted from Si Ning)...
In the end...
We went Han's to settle our dinner...

We're so full...
Bloated...
Almost puked...
-.-"

Chatted a lot of stuffs...
We laughed a lot...
And I love it...
Thanks Si Ning and Si Wei for sharing there wonderful stuffs...
:D

After that...
We got to part le...
Cause the twins got to go church..
:"{

New animes...
:}
Enjoy!~

Blue Drop: Tenshi-tachi no Gikyoku eps 6
Bleach 148
Bamboo Blade eps 7
Busou Renkin eps 26
Dragonaut - The Resonance eps 7
ef ~ a tale of memories ~ eps 6
Genshiken 2 eps 5
Kimikiss Pure Rouge eps 6
Kirarin Revolution eps 18
Minami-Ke eps 6
Mokke eps 6
Moyashimon eps 4
Myself; Yourself eps 7
Naruto Shippuuden eps 34
Rental Magica eps 6
Shugo Chara! eps 6

2007-11-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

Today didn't go to work...
For I'm down with a cold..
High fever last night...
:"{

BUT!~
That's why now I've got some spare time to watch animes and update my pathetic blog...
:}

New animes which I've not been updating...
:}
Enjoy it...

Aishiteruze Baby eps 26
Bleach 147
Da Capo II eps 6
Shakugan no Shana II eps 6
Mokke eps 5
Night Wizard the Animation eps 6
La Corda d Oro eps 26 (SPECIAL)
Kodomo no Jikan eps 5
Kirarin Revolution eps 16
Naruto Shippuuden eps 33
Ghost Hound eps 3
Clannad eps 6
Goshuushosama Ninomiya-kun eps 6
Suteki Tantei Labyrinth eps 4
Prism Ark eps 5
Mamoru-kun ni Megami no Shukufuku wo! eps 24 (FINAL)
Blue Drop: Tenshi-tachi no Gikyoku eps 5
Dragonaut - The Resonance eps 6
ef ~ a tale of memories ~ eps 5
Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro eps 2
Hayate no Gotoku! eps 32
Minami-Ke eps 5
Touka Gettan eps 26
Shugo Chara! eps 5
Shion no Oh eps 4
Rental Magica eps 5
Jyushin Enbu - Hero Tales eps 4

2007-11-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

Not ready for my last paper...
Geography paper...
Hope I can at least secure a pass...
:}
God Bless me kz???
Thanks in advance...
:D

New anime...
:}
Kodomo no Jikan eps 4
Kirarin Revolution eps 15
Shakugan no Shana II eps 5
Bamboo Blade eps 4
Sky Girls TV eps 17
Prism Ark eps 4
Moyashimon eps 3
Shion no Oh eps 4
Genshiken 2 eps 4

2007-11-03T14:24:00.000+08:00

Bored...
Not in the mood to study...
:{

Sayonara Zetsubo Sensei eps 9
Kimikiss Pure Rouge eps 4
Dragonaut - The Resonance eps 5
Night Wizard the Animation eps 5
Over Drive eps 20
Bleach 146
Blue Drop: Tenshi-tachi no Gikyoku eps 4
Clannad eps 5
Goshuushosama Ninomiya-kun eps 5
Mokke eps 4
Ghost Hound eps 2
Myself; Yourself eps 5

2007-11-01T12:48:00.000+08:00

Mina-san....
I've lost track of what new anime I've posted here...
So I've decided to repost every latest episode animes up...
:D

Sousei No Aquarion eps 26 eps 26 (LAST)
Jyushin Enbu - Hero Tales eps 3
Tales of Symphonia OVA eps 3
Angel Heart eps 41
Bamboo Blade eps 3
Blue Drop: Tenshi-tachi no Gikyoku eps 3
Bleach 145
Da Capo II eps 4
Dragonaut - The Resonance eps 4
ef ~ a tale of memories ~ eps 4
El Cazador de la Bruja eps 26
Genshiken 2 eps 3
Ghost Hound eps 1
Glass Mask eps 36
Goshuushosama Ninomiya-kun eps 4
Gokujou Seitokai eps 26 (LAST)
Hayate no Gotoku! eps 31
Hime-sama Goyojin eps 6
Kenkou Zenrakei Suieibu Umisho eps 13 (LAST)
Kimikiss Pure Rouge eps 3
Kirarin Revolution eps 14
Kodomo no Jikan eps 3
Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro eps 1
Mamoru-kun ni Megami no Shukufuku wo! eps 19
Minami-Ke eps 4
Moetan eps 5
Mokke eps 3
Monster Princess eps 25
Moyashimon eps 2
Murder Princess eps 6
Mushi-Uta eps 12
Myself; Yourself eps 4
Naruto Shippuuden eps 32
Night Wizard the Animation eps 4
Okane Ga Nai OAV eps 3
Over Drive eps 19
Prism Ark eps 1
Rental Magica eps 4
Saiunkoku Monogatari II eps 6
Saint October eps 3
Shakugan no Shana II eps 4
Shinkyoku Soukai Polyphonica eps 12
Shion no Oh eps 3
Shounen Onmyouji eps 20 (RAW)
Shugo Chara! eps 4
Sky Girls TV eps 16
Suteki Tantei Labyrinth eps 3
Touka Gettan eps 24
Kekkaishi eps 35

Didn't go for oral practice today...
Stomach ache again...
So sianz...
Didn't even have breakfast with Jessilyn lo...
Sianz...
Haiz...

Now practicing my OP at home...
Without a decent power point slide...
-.-"
More sianz...

Today is the first day whereby my nephew go to childcare...
:D

2007-10-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

New animes for today...
:}
Enjoy!~

Naruto Shippuuden eps 32
Over Drive eps 19
Shugo Chara! eps 3
Shion no Oh eps 2
Myself; Yourself eps 4
Hayate no Gotoku! eps 30
Blue Drop: Tenshi-tachi no Gikyoku eps 3
ef ~ a tale of memories ~ eps 3

Today went to school late...
Cause not feeling well...
Missed Project Work...
Miss my presentation...
Cause Vanessa doesn't want to wait...

Whatever...

Anyway...
Heard from them that Fazrudin tried to present my part...
That he CMI (cannot make it) luhx...
Then I was like shocked for a moment...
Haha...
:D
But after that I knew what happened...
For my points are very short and right to the point which he doesn't know how to evaluate...

Anyway...
Straight away went for Geography lesson...
Went through some question...
Oh ya...
I decided to try the people...
Since I already paid for it...
Be it fail...
I got to try...
I might pass...
:)

Than break...
Ate something that's not totally vegetarian...
:}

Project Work lessons again...
4 straight periods...
So damn sick and tired of it...
Handed in my I&R...
With only 392 words...
When the criteria is not exceeding 500 words....

I WILL PASS MY "A" LEVEL CHINESE BY THIS YEAR...
I MEANT WITH SATISFACTORY RESULT...
AT LEAST A "B"!~
THAT'S MY RESOLUTION...

AND A PASS FOR GEOGRAPHY...
I HOPE...
I'LL RETAKE IT NEXT YEAR AGAIN THOUGH...

LAST BUT NOT LEAST...
MY PW...
I WANT TO GET AT LEAST A "B" GRADE...
IF NOT I GOING TO REDO IT...
I DON'T CARE...

2007-10-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

Today late for school...
First time in my whole of 2 years in Millennia Institute la...
Wth...
:"{
Damn tired...
Somemore fever cum stomach cramp...
Sianz...

Missed Geography lessons...
Wanted to go for PW...
But due to various problems...
I am not to attend the lesson...

Out of desperado for place to charge laptop...
Went to library...

Not even 5 minutes have passed since I reached library...
Mr Tan Chor Pang...
Our Principal...
He announced that there'll be a fire drill rehearsal...
Pissed off...

Went to the parade area for assembly...
Blah...
Blah...
Blah...

Met up with Vanessa and Hui Juan...
Went to find Madam Nuryani to complaint about some stuffs...
Regarding Fazrudin didn't come to school...
And he didn't do any of the stuffs...
So we can't really do our Oral Presentation...

She wants us to print our slides...
Thus, Hui Juan and I went to O Hub to print when Mr Kelvin Yew was in the class...
Asked for his permission to use..

God knows...
We couldn't print...
However, Hui Juan and I heard something hilarious...

Mr Kelvin said out loud, which caught my attention, "I'm always here to service your..."
(Or something similar...)

Which sounded damn effing wrong...
:D

Someone replied, "What service do you provide?"

Which sounded funny...

Couldn't let my ears suffer...
And work to be done to be delayed...
I didn't pay attention the rest of the part...

Eventually...
When Hui Juan and I stepped out of the hub, we only manage to transfer files...
We didn't print as we're told to...

Then I told Hui Juan we could actually print at A Hub...
Which was our original venue where Madam Nuryani told us to...
We were stumped...

Then we went to A Hub to print...
Printed out...
Done and got over with...

Went to eat in the canteen...
For I didn't have my breakfast...
I ate basically almost a vegetarian lunch...
No meat okay!~
To survive till 1645 today(24 October 2007)...

Went for Home Tutor lesson...
Had some "A" Level Examination briefing...
Boring...

Signed up for One Life...
As a helper for aids?
Can't be a volunteer for I'm underage...
Official age to be a volunteer is 21 years old...
Can't wait...

After that break...
Nothing much...

After break was Project Work again...
At this time...
I'm damn irritated by PW stuffs already...
Further more...
More things happened...

I went to class with a irritated mood...
Sat down in class...
The cramp's pain was engulfing my whole brain which didn't allow me to think much...
Madam Nuryani scolded us...
On loads of stuffs...

After that I called Vanessa...
She picked up the phone...
When I asked her where were they (Hui Juan and Vanessa)...
She told me she in library...
Irritated...
Asked them to come to the class for lesson for Madam Nuryani was pissed off...
They started giving lots of shit...

After a while...
Madam Nuryani asked me again...
WHERE ARE THE REST OF YOUR GROUP MATES?

I'm like fucking irritated already...
So many times she asked me...
I called again...
They told me ASAP...
They are helping Darren's group...
And I specifically told them to do ours for ours are not done perfectly as theirs...

Hung up the phone...
Can't be bothered attitude already...

Madam Nuryani asked again...
And she decided to call them herself...
This time...
They came back...
I'm like WHAT THE FUCK face already lohx!~
>:<
Man!~

I don't know what the fuck Hui Ping said to you guys where your can't speak out loud...
But fuck it kz...
Can't be bothered...
What ever the busybody bitch...
Wanna go tell them go ahead...
Nothing better to do right bitch?!

Pissed...

Wanted to go popular after school to get assessment books for my Tuitee...
But didn't...
Jessilyn successfully persuaded me not to go...

After I left the school...
I just realised my jacket I left it in school...
More sianz...
Haiz...

What a jackass day!~
:<
Still got to redo my presentation and Insights and Reflections (I&R) by tomorrow...
:"{
Still having fever and cramp now luhx...
Pfft!~

New animes...

Rental Magica eps 3
Sky Girls TV eps 15
Ghost Hound eps 1
Genshiken 2 eps 2

2007-10-20T12:36:00.000+08:00

:}
Clannad eps 3
Naruto Shippuuden eps 31
Bleach 144
Night Wizard the Animation eps 3
Shion no Oh eps 1
Bamboo Blade eps 2
Hime-sama Goyojin eps 6
Murder Princess eps 6
Saint October eps 3
Shining Tears X Wind eps 13
Baby Love eps 1
Shakugan no Shana II eps 3
Getsumen To Heiki Mina ep 9
Kirarin Revolution eps 11
El Cazador de la Bruja eps 26
Shinkyoku Soukai Polyphonica eps 12
Mamoru-kun ni Megami no Shukufuku wo! eps 19

Must watch..

Le Chevalier D'Eon

Last episode is episode 24...
Nice kz...

2007-10-19T16:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday...
Rush the Oral Presentation slides...
Rush till today cannot wake up...
Thus, skipping school...
Sianz...

I slept till 1++...
-.-"
Not a fruitful day for me...

List of new animes...
Blue Drop: Tenshi-tachi no Gikyoku eps 2
Prism Ark eps 1
Suteki Tantei Labyrinth eps 2
Moyashimon eps 1
Goshuushosama Ninomiya-kun eps 3
Dragonaut - The Resonance eps 3

2007-10-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

Let's see...
Morning wake up...
Iron my uniform and my usual stuffs...
Take 176 bus to school...

Saw Yin Whee sitting in the canteen...
But I went to toilet to do my hair first...
Came out...
Decided to eat...
Cause my stomach is like growling damn loud...

To my horror...
The last Malay store is closed forever...
:"{
My favourite..
Having the most edible food in the whole canteen...
Guess next thing you guys know...
I'm going to slim down again...

Assembly over...

P.E. time!~
Happy only...
But sianz...
I don't like only do ball throwing...
Anyway...
I'm the "illegal migrant"...

After that...
Ate chicken chop with eggs...

Break is over...

H1 contrasting subject lesson time...

Geography for me...
Mr ERIC NG...
I seriously don't quite like that teacher...
Anyway...
Got over and done with...
Nothing much special happy...
Except the fact he was pissed and scolded "BLOODY HELL!" in front of us...

Break time...
However...
Due to celebration of Selamat Hari Raya...
Our break time is being replace by HT...
Sad...
But the program wasn't that bad...
So I'm not that moody...

However...
After that...
Someone pisses me off...
Wan Ling...
-.-"

She pulled me and I halt while wanting to go to PW lesson asap...
I was irritate abit by asking her why she did that...
And she told me she skipped her H1 lesson...
Than Ms Wang was walking in front of us...
So she don't wanna let her see...
Than I suggested taking another route...
Than that's the time she attitude me with her way of talking...

Pissed as I'vv mentioned above...
Ignored and walked fast to go to class...
More irritated...
Jessilyn and Yin Whee walked off to canteen without saying anything...
So get over and done with it...

PW lesson time...
So "HAPPENING" sia...
Everybody is dead doing Written Report so as to be handed in by today, 18 October 2007...
When the deadline she told us beforehand was 19 October 2007...

More irritating is that a bunch of girls...
Print and print...
Waste my time...
Don't know how to use another computer to print..
Freak time man...

Stayed back till about 1840...
:"{
Tired...
At last WR is finished...
Lucky Faz is not in school...
If not out WR might be gone again...
:D

New animes...
Myself; Yourself eps 3
Okane Ga Nai OAV eps 3
Glass Mask eps 36

2007-10-17T16:24:00.000+08:00

New animes out...
Hot and crispy...
Shugo Chara! eps 2
ef ~ a tale of memories ~ eps 2
Kimikiss Pure Rouge eps 2
Mamoru-kun ni Megami no Shukufuku wo! eps 18
Minami-Ke eps 2
Hayate no Gotoku! eps 29
Genshiken 2 eps 1

2007-10-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

Shit...
Chatting with Jessilyn now...
With these missing keys...
And it's damn hard to type without them...
"G", "H", "J" and "["...
Sianzation...

A...
Today moody day...
Cause raining...
But had fun during chinese lesson...
Was watch SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS...
Cool right?
Our COOL Miss LEE XUAN MAN...
:}

After school...
Went to meet Jessamine...
Meet her at Woodlands MRT platform..
Was in the MRT with Jessilyn and Wan Ling...
:D

Than chatted with Jessamine in the MRT...
Was running in the rain...
Soaked partially...
Watched one movie...
Something BRAVE one...
Forgot what already...
Quite a nice show...
Recommendable...
:D:D

A...
Went home while chatting with Jessilyn...
Then reach home le continue to chat with her...
Be it in blogs or on the phone..

I'm DAMN HUNGRY NOW!~

Ate 2 slices garlic bread...
HATE my TEETH...
Corrode easily...
I think I got tooth decay again...
I brush diligently...
And gaggle with ORAL or LISTERINE...
:"{
Now my teeth hurts like hell...
OUCH!~
SOBZ!~
:"{

I want braces...
Someone spare me money please...
I NEED MONEY!~
Any jobs...
Please intro me...

If not NO BRACES for ME!~
:"{

Tell u guys one thing which I almost forgot...
FAZRUDIN DELETED OUR WRITTEN REPORT WHICH IS SUPPOSE TO BE HANDED IN BY TODAY(16 OCTOBER 2007)!~
FEEL LIKE KILLING HIM...
HE MADE VANESSA CRY!~
CAN'T STAND IT...
NOTHING TO CONTRIBUTE STILL WANNA LIKE KILL US...
STRESS US MORE...
DAMN HIM!~

Jessilyn....
You shall go sleep and I go eat my garlic bread!~
:D
My neck is breaking...
And I like update this blog for like 4 times...
Cause of forgetfulness and the missing keys in the keyboard which cause damn lot of mistakes...

2007-10-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

Stomach ache...
So didn't go for the celebration...
Happy Birthday Yu Ru and Cheryl...
:}

Sorry Jessilyn and Keng Hee...
Can't go either...

Anyway...
New anime...
Mushi-Uta eps 12
Da Capo II eps 2
Rental Magica eps 2
Shakugan no Shana II eps 2

I've watched finish the first season...
So guys...
Watch that....

2007-10-14T23:56:00.000+08:00

Here goes nothing...
New animation for today...
Night Wizard the Animation eps 2

New drama I'm watching now...

公主小妹

Tell you guys something...
My laptop keys right...
Just lost one more key, "J"...
My nephew plucked it out again while I was eating...
:"{

By the way...
Went to Jessamine house yesterday to give her a birthday surprise...
Reach there almost twelve le lohx...
Anyway...
Hope she likes my present...
:}

Went there with Cherng Siang, Jian Ming in a cab...
Than meet up with Gary and his girlfriend, Jia Hua, under her block...
Reach Jesamine hoouse le..
Cut cakes and stuffs la...
God knows the guys played with the extremely large condom and play with it...

Then Gary and Jia Hua went first...
Then Cherng Siang, Jian Ming, Jessamine and I went to Bugis there to eat steamboat...
That's when it's like 2+ am...

After that went Mustafa...
Jessamine went there to shop for perfume...
But due to my curfew being 5am...
Rushed home..
Dropped Jian Ming off first...
Than me..
I think Cherng Siang sent Jessamine to her door-step...

Oh ya...
Can't stand Jian Ming's singing...
He's been singing the whole night...

2007-10-13T14:19:00.000+08:00

if there isn't a place for me...
why i even bother celebrating?
totally sensitive girl you know...
been wanting to post this entry for a F* long time already...
when i read it once again...
it pisses me more and hurts me more than you can ever imagine...
the words you said are fakes..
hypocrite..
and i f* hate that bloody character of yours...
i shall not be bother with you as much as i can...
i will force myself not to believe in you...
you've BETRAYED my trust not just once nor twice...
it's a let down...
seriously!~

P.S.: For that someone on my buddy list!~ It's in the past... I believe... You've moved on... So I've got to too... I'll say gomenasai!~

Anyway guys!~
New animation...
Indulging myself in animations allows me to relax myself and forget awful people...
I think that's why I'm the FOOL in the tarot deck of cards...

Over-Drive 17
Minami-Ke 1
Suteki Tantei Labyrinth 1
Clannad 2
Dragonaut - The Resonance 2

2007-10-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

Today went with Keng Hee, Jessilyn and Peggy to Clarke Quay after school...
Had Mud-pie and chocolate fondue at Coffee-Club there...
:}
Chit-Chatted...
Buy mini-Donuts too!~
Donuts suki-desu!~ ( Mini ones only!~ )

After that...
Peggy didn't join us...
Jessilyn and Keng Hee, we all went to Douby Ghaut...
Went there talk more...
Can't say the stuffs luhx!~

I DECIDED TO RETAIN!~
AND NOT SURE IF I WANT TO WITHDRAW FROM THIS YEAR'S H1 EXAMINATION...
:"{

By the way...
Here's a list of new anime I found...
Though some may not be really new...
;p

Kenkou Zenrakei Suieibu Umisho eps 12
Dragonaut - The Resonance eps 1
Mokke eps 1
Blue Drop: Tenshi-tachi no Gikyoku eps 1
Kimikiss Pure Rouge eps 1
Goshuushosama Ninomiya-kun eps 1
Bamboo Blade eps 1
Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro eps 1
Shugo Chara! eps 1
Touka Gettan eps 24
Myself; Yourself eps 2
ef ~ a tale of memories ~ eps 1

Here are some older ones...
Nanatsuiro Drops eps 12 (Final)
Doujin Work eps 12 (Final)
Lovely COmplex 24 (Final) ->Came out not long...

2007-10-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

Haha...
Today, 10 October 2007!~
First time i received my result to be retain...
But can guess it la...

I thank kami-sama for letting me having the chance to choose b/w retaining and advancing...
Really...
I have a choice you know...
I not sure if can cope with school work even if I were to advance...

Asked from Jaron Pow my result...
Econs is freaking disappointing...
I only scored 20++...
Worst than my Maths...
I was giving the WTF face...
My Maths I got 30++...
-.-"
As expected...
But better than expectation...
English improved...
Though I still fail, 30++...
For Chem managed to "pass" of a 49...
Chinese pass...
I got 66 nia..
:"{
My Chinese paper is like Paper 1 15/30 and Paper 2 25/50...
Then oral all those add up to be 13/20..
So overall score is 53...
:}

So with this lousy result...
Not very sure if wanna stay....
What Yin Whee said to me is correct lo...
But dislike her telling me...
"See... Who ask you never study..."
(Or similar)
Wei Lun also...
He smsed me @ the right time...
:}

Peer pressure next year is quite hard to adapt...
When I'm most influence by the environment...
:"{

Toshite?
O.O????

2007-10-10T18:43:00.000+08:00

You Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

You Are 54% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: High

You're quite sexy, and you're probably at least partially aware of your powers.
Don't let your self doubt ever get the best of you. You're even more attractive than you know.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

You Are 82% Open

To say that you're comfortable in your own skin would be an understatement.
You're very into yourself, and you love to tell everybody everything about you.
While you may have the makings of the next Oprah, it's likely that people sometimes tune you out!

How Open Are You?

You are Totally Realistic

"Romance" means you're about to roll your eyes
Seriously, you can do without the sap or drama
Save it for someone who has nothing really going on in their relationship

For you, love is real - and easily integrated into your life
You don't need candles, flowers, or chocolates to know he's the one
Just some stimulating conversation... and maybe a great smile.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

You Are Somewhat Logical

Ok, so didn't get the majority of questions right
But you did answer some pretty tough questions correctly
Logic may not be your strong point, but you hold your own!

How Logical Are You?

You Are 68% Control Freak

You are a pretty major control freak, though you may not know it.
While your confidence is inspiring, your bossy ways tend to scare people off.

Are You A Control Freak?

You Are 20% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world.
And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

How Girly Are You?

You Are 56% Lady

You're part lady, part modern woman.
Etiquette is important to you, but you brush aside rules that are outdated or silly.

Are You A Lady?

Your Sensitivity Score: 77%

You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you.
You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone's bad mood can bring you down.
But you also easily share in someone's joy - whether you know them or not.

Are You Extremely Sensitive?

Your Body Image is 48% Unhealthy, 52% Healthy

You may think you have a normal body image, but you definitely don't.
While you may not have a serious problem, you obsess over your looks way too much.

How's Your Body Image?

Your Life is 41% Perfect

Your life is pretty normal - sometimes great, sometimes not so great.
You have a lot of good stuff going on. Your life may be more perfect than you realize.

How Perfect is Your Life?

You Are Chocolate Caramel Kiss Lip Gloss

Saying that you're one of a kind is ... well ... an understatement.
You're unusual, quirky, wacky - and you love to challenge people.

And you are a total trendsetter. Your friends are quick to copy your fashion and music tastes.
Which is why chocolate caramel is your perfect flavor. It's as rare and outrageous as you are.

What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?

You are a Look Before You Leap, Yellow Light Dater

When it comes to the dating game, you fall in the middle
You aren't going to ask out any cute guy that comes your way
That doesn't mean you're a total wall-flower though.
You'll smile and flirt - for Mr. Almost Perfect.

You're online dating style?
You're wired to spend time reading profiles carefully
Once you figure out what you want, you'll make a few connections

What Speed Dating Diva Are You?

You Are 67% Bitchy

While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood.
And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong!

How Bitchy Are You?

You Keep Things Chill

For you, the whole adrenaline thing is totally over rated. You'll take safety over an emergency room trip.
This doesn't mean you don't break out of your comfort zone. You just don't stray too far from it.

Are You a Thrill Seeker?

You Should Own a Husky

Athletic, free-spirited, and perfect for cuddling

What Kind of Dog Should You Have?

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Dating Purity Score: 73%

You are an under-experienced dater.
This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it.
It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!

Dating Purity Test

2007-10-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary

You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.
You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.
Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.
You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.

In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love.
And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear!

You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision.
How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial

What's Your Personality Type?

You are The Fool

The Fool is the card of infinite possibilities. The bag on the staff indicates that he has all he need to do or be anything he wants, he has only to stop and unpack. He is on his way to a brand new beginning. But the card carries a little bark of warning as well. Stop daydreaming and fantasising and watch your step, lest you fall and end up looking the fool.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

You Are a Rainbow

Breathtaking and rare
You are totally enchanting and intriguing
But you usually don't stick around long!

You are best known for: your beauty

Your dominant state: seducing

What Type of Weather Are You?

You are a Career Girl!

You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success.
You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy!
An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing.
And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.

What Kind of Girl Are You?

You Are 78% Perfectionist

You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.
While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high!

Are You a Perfectionist?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.
But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.
In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...
You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

Are You a Daring Woman?

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 60% Good and 40% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

You Are 64% Shy

You are a very shy person, and it has started to impact your life in a negative way.
If you can avoid human contact, you usually do. And as a result, you miss out on a lot.

How Shy Are You?

Your Reputation Is: Maneater

You're the kind of girl all the chicks hate...
And guys are both scared of you yet strangely drawn in.

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

Your Pride Quotient: 64%

You're beyond proud - you think you're honorary royalty.
And while you may be nice on occasion, it's usually just to get what you want.

How Much Pride Do You Have?

You Are 75% Selfish

You put your own needs first, figuring if you don't take care of yourself, who will?
While this is a good philosophy to have, it wouldn't hurt you to be a tad more giving.

How Selfish Are You?

You're Totally Sarcastic

You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.
Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.
And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.

How Sarcastic Are You?

Your Kissing Purity Score: 66% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 60% Flirt

Are You a Flirtatious Woman?

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One!

You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.
You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.
However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.
Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Do You Need a Man?

You are Almost Ready to Date Again

You're over him... well, mostly.
Truth be told, you still think of your ex on occasion.
Enough to effect any new relationship you may start.
Give yourself time and space - you are 90% there.
And don't swear off men, just make sure to play the field.

Are You Ready for a New Boyfriend?

You Should Date An Australian!

You're a down to earth, outdoorsy kind of girl
And you need a guy who can keep up with your adventures
A rugged Austrailian guy is just your style
Better start learning how to surf!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

You Are Seductive Flirt

Smoldering hot, you don't really flirt. You seduce.
For you, flirting is just foreplay.
You don't flirt unless it's going somewhere.
You have one goal in mind when you flirt... And you usually get it!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

You Are 72% Paranoid Schizophrenic

You definitely have a chance of being a paranoid schizophrenic.
Crazy or not, you certainly don't have a good grip on reality!

Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

You Have Many Alpha Tendencies

You're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way.
You're forceful without being intimidating. You're confident without being vain. A perfect mix.

Are You an Alpha Female?

Your Attitude is Better than 35% of the Population

You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.

How's Your Attitude?

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.
Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

2007-10-09T00:13:00.001+08:00

GUESS WHAT GUYS?!~
It's RESULTS' DAY tomorrow...
Dame sianz...
:"{

2007-10-09T00:04:00.001+08:00

Loads of thing happened...
Went out with Jay, Fiona and her sis, Hui Linn, Joe, Micheal, Morven, Jessamine and Tian Yuan...
Had fun but not great time...
Dinner @ Fish and Co....
Wait for quite some time...
I was melting there...
After that, Movie @ Plaza Singapura...
Then WALKED home from there with JAY & JOE!~
I toally melted here...
:"{
These things happened on Friday (7 October 2007)...

Met up with Jessilyn, Yin Whee and Wan Ling on saturday(8 October 2007) to celebrate Ling's birthday...
I broke my sunglass on that day!~
Damn sad...
Anyway...
Made a hand wax thing for Wan Ling...
Had PINK BEAUTY @ Haagen Daz...
Than went to to Dian Xiao Er...
Thought going to wait for long...
But no need...
In the end...
Waited for Wan Ling for almost an hour...
But feel bad...
Asked her to rush cab down...
Than went St James...
But due to the rush...
Wan Ling forgot her "card holder"...
Can't prove her age and whole group being banned from St James for that day...
Went down to MOS with Gary & Jia Hua...
Timothy, Alvim and Ah Leong...
Jessilyn friends joined us later...
Went home early...
Was a BLACK LIGHT-BULB as suggested from WHEE!~

2007-09-03T13:45:00.001+08:00

2007-09-03T13:28:00.001+08:00

What Angel are you?

Angel of Love
Your the Angel of love!Your cupids cousin you may not know who starts wars but you most certainly finish them you have a heart of gold and prolly have everyone on your side your the one to jump in front of a train to save your friend or take a bullet for them there is nothing you would not do for your friends your loyal to all you serve

How do you compare?
Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

2007-09-03T13:19:00.001+08:00

2007-09-03T13:16:00.001+08:00

2007-09-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

The post below is very true!~
Trust me!~
I know myself well!~

Anyway...
Just some random pictures...
:}

2007-09-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

You Are An INTP

The Thinker

You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.
Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.
Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.
A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.

In love, you are an easy person to fall for. But not an easy person to stay in love with.
Although you are quite flexible, you often come off as aloof or argumentative.

At work, you are both a logical and creative thinker. You are great at solving problems.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

How you see yourself: Creative, fair, and tough-minded

When other people don't get you, they see you as: arrogant, cold, and robotic

What's Your Personality Type?

2007-07-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

Firstly, to begin with is the National Day rehearsal..
NE Show 1...
Had great interaction with my clique and our leaders!~
Anyway!~
We were late!~
Haha!~
Met at Cityhall MRT...
Suppose to reach Shears Bridge at 1030, but we reached there late!~
Met up with Sally and Sherlyn...
After that Arfie and the other waited with me for Sherlyn!~

Ate our lunch there!~
Guess what?
It's KFC again!~
So "Finger licking good" man...
LoLx!~
My hairstyle for that day!~

Sally, Sherlyn and ME!~
:}

OR2 rocks baby!~
;p
Look at the shoelaces...
Nice right!~

First parachute guy!~
There were people telling us the timing and stuffs luhx!~
Haha!~
Than we can't miss all the photoshots!~

2 men!~

3 men!~

Close-up shot when he's trying to land!~

First man to land!~

2nd one coming!~

Still trying to land!~

2nd man landing!~

The so-called jelly-fishes!~
LoLx!~
Damn funny!~
Over heard the parachute team officer say that today all jelly-fishes are out!~
Sound stupid la!~

Than the airplane!~
Every year the same?

Geez!~
I forgot to take the 2 helicoptors salute!~
Too engross...
Cause it's way too cool and stylish!~

More jelly-fishes!~

More!~

The boat!~
Suppose to assume it's floating on its own...
But no!~
It's not!~
Haha!~

Full picture of it!~

A clearer one!~

Took picture with Sherlyn!~

Partner for the day!~
Whoever partner with me won't be sianz de!~
Haha!~
She admit!~
;p
But wait!~
Look how glossy our faces are!~
=x

Night time jelly-fishes!~
After that was fireworks...
I video it!~
But can't send to computer!~
:"{

But never mind!~
Next week I'm going to take pictures and upload it!~
:D

Sandra cam-whore with my phone!~

And I joined her!~
Haha!~
Debriefing time!~
Had some dispute with Arfie's clique!~
Show-off man!~
Suck!~

When walking to Cityhall MRT!~
Xinting, my assistant leader, was so excited about SINGING!~
She said MUST go sing together!~
That was the after effect of afternoon's interaction!~
We shall...
The Katong there!~
$8 nia...
Where Sandra recommended...
:D

2007-07-15T17:22:00.001+08:00

Haha!~
Sorry guys!~
For not been updating my blog so frequently...
But i shall let pictures depict my life during the 6 - 8 July 2007!~

Firstly, went with Hui Linn to Sentosa...
Only manage to tann for a while...
:"{

After all those...
Went to VIVOCity to shop...
I bought clothes luhx!~
Than complain no money...
Whinings of a pampered and attitude child!~
;p

Than followed by Saturday!~
NDP first show!~

Jessilyn and I!~

Izzat and Sherlyn!~

Randomness of picturing how many "volunteers" there are!~

Wen Qing at the background...
Don't play play!~
She's from VJC!~
Heard that?
VICTORIA JUNIOR COLLEGE!~
Than the main characters are Sandra and Sherlyn!~
Sherlyn and I!~

Sandra, Sally and Sherlyn!~

Sandra, Sally, Sherlyn and I!~
If you realise...
All their names start with the letter "S"...
Cool right?
Such coincidence...

This is one "volunteer" whom i partner with!~
I forgot his name..
=x
His pictures of him during his primary school years to present!~

Updating next post for this week event!~
Haha!~
Thanks for waiting!~

2007-07-06T01:11:00.000+08:00

This is what I wanted to re-post after my laptop hung!~

Shit!~
I just typed a damn long post...
And shit!~
My stupid laptop hang!~
Stupid laggers!~

Anyway...
I try to remember as much as possible...
:"{

I typed:

Today was fun luhx!~
At least overall...

Let's start with the morning wake up thing...
I was almost late...
And I rushed out of house with a packed sandwich...
3 slices of bread, and 2 slices of honey baked ham...
It was a nice breakfast...
:}

Than reached school...
Saw Yin Whee!~
As usual...
First to reach school...
Chatted with her for a while...
Than went toilet...
To tie hair and stuffs luhx...

Assembly...
Saw Mr Pow...
He helped Ms Wang to convey us the message to complete the MCQs with workings...
:"{
More work!~

~End~

And after this, the freaking laptop hung again...
However...
This time I found out that there's an auto save program...
:}
It seriously saved my life...
Just look at the previous post...
How long have I written sia!~
LoLx!~

LOOKING FORWARD TO SENTOSA TOMORROW!~
With Hui Linn...
Priority...
Than Jessilyn and Hui Ping!~
:}

2007-07-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

Haha!~

Basically...
Today rocks luhx!~
:}
Other than my exam...

Before everything, let's start with morning when you wake up...
I woke up at 0645...
Which I'm almost late...
And I rush to school...
However...
With a good breakfast...
I packed to school la...
3 slices of bread, and 2 slices of honey baked ham...
:}
*yUm* *yUm*

First, let's talk about my exam paper, H2 Mathematics paper, 9740/01...
It sucks la...
For I didn't study for it...
If not I think it's quite easy...
I practically if can score a double digit for it...
I'll be effing happy already...
:}

Move on to the next one...
As usual...
Acted according to plan...
Went to Jurong Entertainment Centre KBox...
Before that...
Got to wait for Greta's PW meeting over...
I was freaking hungry...
So quite bad mood...
So sorry guys...
Vent my frustrations on your...
Sorry!~
Especially Yin Whee!~
Never complain about it!~
Haha!~

As you've heard from Carolyn...
When ever Estee is HUNGRY, give her food...
If not she'll eat you up...
Haha!~
What a right thing to say...
;p

Than went and took a bus to destination...
Stupid BIG FAT RED ANTS!~
I freaking hate them...
And they are like crawling up my legs!~
Shit!~
And there goes my conversation with them...
More frustration...

Reached destination...
Went to Kaboyashi ( I think it's spelled in that manner...) to eat...
Ate egg omelette...
Still hungry even with strawberry moouse desert added as side dish...
Which total up to $6.20...
Expensive!~
Stupid GST increase!~
Everything increase which makes schooling a even more expensive journey...
Haiz!~

And I'm like freaking not full!~
Yin Whee couldn't finish her food...
So I finish it...
Not for her I guess...
For myself...
I'm effing hungry luhx!~
>:<
PffT!~
Just imagine how much I eat in a day?
And I'm still complaining that I'm hungry when I got home?

After that...
Went to do a small tiny wheeny shopping...
And here we go to KBox...
We got very high...
Plus Keng Hee joined us!~

I love it...
But comes to payment part...
It's quite expensive...
Shall not mind the error...
I know i paid the correct sum...
In the beginning already...
But nevermind...

A...
So expensive!~
So sianz...
Haha!~
But it's still ok...

Here are 2 pictures taken from my phone...
Due to uploading of the pictures!~
My freaking laptop hung twice!~
>:X
Be grateful people...

Yin Whee, Jessilyn, Greta and Wan Ling...
I'm the camera man...

This time, only me and Jessilyn!~
More pictures...
Ask from Yin Whee!~
These photos are taken before Keng Hee joined us...
(",)

Went home after that...
How nice of Keng Hee to wait for my bus to come...
Love him so much sia!~
As a brother luhx!~
Haha...
Not to snatch from Yin Whee?
Kidding...
=x

Crap quite alot with Keng Hee...
However...
Shall not talk about the details...
*wInKz*

2007-07-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

Haha!~
It's freaking funny!~
After I become vulgar...
The people around me also started to become vulgar...
Example: GRETA!~
She used the word screwed and fuck...
So funny...
ANDY too!~
LoLx!~
Not just them...
So damn funny!~
Am I that influential?
LoLx!~

2007-07-02T20:11:00.000+08:00

Firstly, see the post that Yin Whee dedicated to me!~
Kinda felt the sincerity...
:}

Monday, July 02, 2007

well~~~

this post is delicated to estee only!!! =D coz she post so many comments at my tagboard and i am lazy to type it in there.. =x so i shall blog and ans all the qns!

firstly, we have not get our full uniform yet.. so why are u angry over nothing? even if u come last sat, u will still nid to go back bishan to take ur bermudas.. if u are angry, than wat about mi and jess.. we went to the sat training and we still nid to go to bishan lehz.. so.. no point being angry unless u dun wanna go.. =D

next, its a pity u didnt turn up to see the NDP.. it was really fun in the beginning.. after that, there isnt much things to comment le.. read from ur blog that the pilots pissed u off the night u went clubbing.. hahax.. have my reserves already.. =D

lastly, u complain about ur tean.. than wat about mine? i am left to do all the things laa.. all of them including wanling didnt submit wat they are suppose to.. and the deadline is monday.. so.. i have to do all k? at least u have 2 more person to help.. for mi, i am fighting the war alone..

so... before u think that the worst is happening to u.. pls ask how the rest are doing.. i noe u are still heart pain about ur econs but there is still a chance for u to gain back wat u have lost.. so.. pls.. dun give up hope k? mi and jess will still be beside u no matter wat yeah? confide in us if u have any problems..

btw, u should be honoured laa... i delicate this post to u hor.. =x

Labels: estee

loved you at 10:10 AM

That's what she wrote...
And to reply her that...
Haha...
Here I goes...

I wasn't seriously angry...
Still say know me for so long liaoz...
Still don't know...
Sianz...
I know why le...
It must have been that we drifted apart...
You're stolen by JESSILYN!~
The devil!~
Argh!~
Help me!~
Someone help me...

LoLx!~
Ok...
Stop that nonsense...
:}

The collection timing I just sent to Yin Whee...
Tuesday and Wednesday is her collection days...
While Jessilyn and I are on the same days...
Thursday and Friday!~
Whereby the both days we're not free...
Shit!~
Haha!~

Now to reply to your seocnd point...
I wasn't pissed at the pilots...
You interpreted wrongly...
Haha!~
But!~
NEVER MIND!~
I STILL LOVE YOU!~
Haha!~
I just want to watch with you guys...
Don't want to miss the time whereby I can spend with YOU and JESSILYN!~

Ok...
Your last point!~
To the PW thing!~
Ok!~
I admit!~
I have better group members than you!~
Muahahaha!~
Love VANESSA!~
We think alike sia...
;p
=x
But we haven't complete much...
:"{
Haiz!~
Both of us...
Ganbatte!~

Ok!~
To your MID-YEAR EXAMINATION comment!~
I freaking sad about that...
Trust me...
I know I can do it...
Yet I screwed it...
Haiz...
What a long post...

This section is for you... The following part is my life!~ ;p

I just realise...
My godbrother is getting married...
He's getting married on this SUNDAY!~
I'm going to be sister-in-law for the second time...
Cool!~
But it seems like I'm geeting old luhx!~
Don't like the looks of it!~
>:<
Pfft!~
But this time not as worst as last time...
I'm Auntie already...
I've got a nephew...
But he's cute though!~
Muahaha!~
Blessed!~
But he spoiled my laptop luhx!~
>:<
PffT!~

Was thinking whether to stay overnight at her house on the Saturday...
But I got NDP!~
Haha!~
So I don't know...
Someone...
Give me advice?
But I don't know what to wear for his wedding...
I only got pants...
No skirts...
Shit man!~
How?
Someone save me!~
Seriously...
SAVE ME!~

2007-07-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

haha...
didn't update for days...
y?
cause i fucking got the stupid hangover...
it freaking sucky..
and wad u realise next?
u're a merlion...
dirtying everything around u...
wtf...
and i freaking lose face in front of baoj luhx...
haha...
that night was purly bitchyness...
trust me...
can't say much...
but liek the feeling...
hate part of it though...

After that...
Saturday!~
NDP final briefing...
And...
I CAN'T MAKE IT!~
FOR I'M DAMN SICK...
WHY?
DON'T FREAKING ASK ME!~
Haha!~

A...
Didn't know what went on...
Shall not freaking ask to know...
Or else I'm gonna get migrant...

Worked today!~
Freaking boring...
Customers are so little...
Can you believe that?
Freak man...
It's freaking VIVO!~
VIVO CITY!~
The biggest shopping centre!~
NO BUYING POWER!~

Tomorrow...
Meeting up with Vanessa and and Hui Juan...
;p
Nope...
Soooooooo not TOMORROW...
It's TODAY!~

PW...
PW...
And more PW!~
Sucks!~

Why?
For!~
I'm so fucking fed up with that FAZ!~
Stupid shit!~
Don't want to help out at all...

Decision makers are Vanessa and Estee!~
Yes!~
Just the 2 of us!~
Main decision makers!~
I'm not gonna let the whole team get dragged down because of you!~

P.S.: I love pilots!~ *giggles* Freaking love them!~ But not on friday night!~ Freaking turn-off...

Don't ask me... For I just didn't like it... Sucks!~

2007-06-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

Oh ya!~
One more thing to add...
I know I'm bloody sensitive today!~
I just wanna say one last thing!~

SCREW AND FUCK THOSE FRIENDS WHO ONLY FUCKING REPLY THEIR BFS OR GFS OR JUST THE OPPOSITE SEX!~
BEEN FUCKING TOLERATING WITH THOSE FUCKING NONSENSE!~
STOP THAT FUCKING ACTIONS LUHX!~
IT'S SO FUCKING IRRITATING!~
YOU SO NEED THE OPPOSITE SEX COMPANION OR ONLY HE OR SHE...
SCREW YOU!~
SO FUCKING SCREW OFF!~
GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SIGHT!~

This post is FUCKING dedicated to quite a small number of my friends!~

2007-06-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

FUCKING SCREWED TODAY!~
FUCK!~
I'M SUCH A RETARD...
2HR AND 15 MINUTES FOR 1 ESSAY!~
WTF AM I DOING SIA!~
DAMN FUCKED...

NO MOOD!~
FREAKING PISSED!~

Today whoever asks me how am I or how's your day...
SCREW YOU!~
SO NOT FUCKING GOING TO REPLY YOU!~
IF NOT...
GONNA FUCK UPSIDE DOWN...

MAN!~
After that...
Went to Marina Square with YIN WHEE!~
SHE ACCOMPANIED ME!~
SHE SAVED ME!~
I almost cried today...
The paper was FUCKING EASY!~
TRUST ME!~
Especially question 1 AND 3!~
And FUCK!~
I only did question 1!~
SO FUCKING RETARDED!~

SCREW THE TOP 10!~
DON"T FUCKING MENTION THE TOP 10 THING EVER AGAIN!~
SCREW THE FUCK OUT OF IT!~

2007-06-27T18:56:00.000+08:00

Haha...
To begin with...
I said I'll TRY!~
Haha...
But in the end...
It seems that I didn't do it...
I didn't study at all...
Still busy anime-ing...
;p

Woke up...
Ask my mom to cook 1/2 boiled egg for me...
She cooked 5...
I ate 2...
And my brother ate 3...
After that...
My brother treat me food...
And even snacks luhx!~
LoLx!~

Dinner...
My mom just called...
Guess what...
It's my favourite food!~
LALA!~

Heez...
Happy day for me...
:}

Bored!~

2007-06-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

Omg...
I'm so bored la...

Today geography paper...
Think as usual...
I'm so NOT gonna PASS!~
LoLx!~
But doubt so will fail damn fucking badly for it...

Chatted with Edward!~
My cute boyfriend for a while!~
He so fucking lame luhx!~
Can't stand him...

I'm going to raise some funds soon...
Mainly for my project...
But I hope you people will support!~

P.S.: I'm so missing him now luhx!~ >:<>

2007-06-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

Mugging for exams?
Nahz!~

I'm not in the mood of studies...
I didn't blog due to some stupid dreams...
Shall not say...

Anyway...
Recent moods are ups and downs luhx!~
>:<
So mood swing these days...

How I wish I don't fail too badly for my exams...
:}
Hahaha!~
So hugging the buddha's foot...

People say I'm cool...
I should make the first move...
I fear that I might make the wrong one...
So I decided to stay where I am...
I'm not as confident as you ever since the beginning...
You should know it...
However, I like your confession!~
I believe you!~

I'm so down these days!~
Saw Si Ning today...
She attachment at St Lukes Hospital...
So near to MI luhx!~
Muahaha!~

I'm so in LOVE!~
Ever since last year!~
SI NING!~
ARE YOU WILLING TO BE ONE OF MY LOVERS?

Haha...
Seriously...
I LOVE HER!~

2007-06-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

Firstly...
Updates on my birthday...
27 MAY 2007...
Though it's kinda late...
But I still love the people who celebrated with me...

I cried that day...
I'm so god damn touched by your...
Seriously...
When I so needed a support...
Your sincerity is there...
It gave me a shoulder...

I'm so in love with your!~
Dedicated it especially to SI NING, YIN WHEE, SI WEI, JESSILYN...
Haha...

Another one was the sweetnes which I've been treated by your...
I'm so in love with your!~
Seriously...
DON'T REJECT MY LOVE FOR YOU ALL!~

Jasmine...
I'm like so in love with you too...
I'm just so in LOVE with YOU ALL!~
:"{

Don't make me tear...
HAHA!~

Long entry due to so lagged in updating...
You guys gonna continue be my pillars please!~
I so need you pillars!~

2007-04-27T02:57:00.000+08:00

Outing to Orchard!~

Shall not post much...

Pictures speaks louder than words this time round!~

:}

While starting our meal...

My Chocolate Banana Pizza!~

It tasted weird!~
And I don't like it...
*pUkEd*

After meal cam-whore session!~

Not just her!~
=x

Random!~

I for got the place's name...
She taking picture with her Banana Boat ice-cream!~

2007-04-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

Simply been missing for months from internet...

;p
Even if i do come online...
I got no time to blog...
When I have the time...
My brother is using the modem....
:"{

Shall update with pics...
Still have my P.I. (Preliminary Idea) and Causes of Crime stuff to do...
So shall not type too much...
:}

When we were at VivoCity having our breakfast...

That time was the time when we were confused with between the beaches...
;p

Wan Ling, Hui Ping, Jessilyn, Greta, & I!~
:}

Glamorous us!~
;p

My pretty Jess applying sun-tanned lotion for me...
*beams*

Group Picture 1

Group Picture 2

1,2,3!~
Lift!~

Wan Ling our Princess...
;p

This is extreme random...
Taken in class...

Update another time...
:}

2007-02-04T12:53:00.000+08:00

The outing on Saturday!~

3rd February 2007!~
Si Ning's and Si Wei's birthday!~
We went to Jurong Junior College Carnival!~
Title: Love Fiesta!~

Group picture!~
Taken by my secondary school friend...
Thanks loads Ji Chen!~
DIdn't expect to meet any of my friends there!~
;p

Yin Whee cam whoring!~

She's the wannabe shuai ge!~

She said this to us!~
"Wo shi mei de lo!~"
“我是美的咯！~”
We are quite digusted by it...
;p

See!~
There she go again!~
Her unglam side!~
Ok la...
This one isn't that bad...
;p

See!~
Unglam!~
But she go on with her quote again...
But this time...
Only I got disgusted by it...
=x

Just wasting our precious time!~

Both of our unglam side!~
;p

She's quite disgusted by me acting cute...
And wanna tear me apart!~
Look @ her expression!~
:"{

Then...
Now I must praise her!~
;p
But my eye bag!~
The stupid studies!~
:{

Me, Myself, and I...
Cam whoring in Jurong Point's ladies...
While Yin Whee is doing it with her own phone...
=x
Sounds wrong?
It doesn't...

Cat smile!~

Cute?
LoLx!~

Seriously...
People by this time walked passed us think we're crazy...
But both of us just trying to waste time in a better manner...
:}

But we heck care those passer-bys...
;p

And continued with our cam whoring!~
:}

Yin Whee's delicious but not attractive Scoop's ice-cream...
Strawberry and Lemon!~
I think...
:}

Which she's indulging in her delicious dessert!~
Or should I say dinner!~

Look at my eye bag!~
:}
Cool right!~
:"{

2007-02-04T12:36:00.000+08:00

Heez!~
New photos...
Quite some time ago...
;p

This is our good chairman sleeping during econs lesson!~

Our badges!~
W for Wan Ling...
Y for Yin Whee...
G for Greta...
J for Jesslyn...
And last but not least, E for Estee!~
Cool right?
Greta and Jesslyn bought for us...

But missing one!~
Keng Hee's...
:"{

The bange on Wan Ling's head!~

Limited edition in Singapore!~
Whole Singapore only 5 people can carry!~
Shit!~
My hand always go for the most expensive one!~

Wan Ling and her red bag!~
But she bought the beige one at S.T. Louis!~
My favourite brand!~
And this is me with that limited edition bag!~
I want it!~
;p

Yin Whee and I at Starbucks!~
Heez!~
She's blushing man!~

My new hairstyle!~

However, guess what?
My hair is as stubborn as me...
Permed for 4 times already...
But it still remain very straight!~
Sucks!~

2007-02-01T20:36:00.000+08:00

OmG!~

Been like MIA for weeks...
Know my blog is like so dead...

Thus shall upload some pictures!~

That is the banana chocolate pizza which Wan Ling ate during our first outing with another clique!~

This is Hui Juan!~

From the left, Hui Juan, Pui Leng, and Hui Ping!~

Pretty Hui Ping eating!~

Pui Leng ang Hui Ping letting each other take the rest...

Pui Leng won by giving the biggest piece to Hui Ping!~

In the end, Pui Leng won...
But Hui Ping never finish!~

Photo of me!~
;p
Update kz...

This is totally ballet!~

Emo wannabe!~

Allan!~
During Gary birthday!~
With my 2 chocolate flower for the day!~
Guess where?
My bar!~
Este the Club!~

2007-01-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog...

:}

Start with the MI move walk...
Which is on the 29 December 2006!~

Some pictures taken while walking...

Fathiah & Benazir!~

Fathiah & Benazir cam whoring...

Now this is when they're at the new school...
New classroom...
:}

Benjamin...
Same class with him again...

My Christmas present!~
:}
From Shi Ying!~

Face 2!~

Face 3!~

Face 4!~

Some pictures are missing because of certain pictures!~
PfFt!~

2006-12-26T01:53:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve!~

Outside Giodano while waiting for Jay...

Takashimaya Christmas tree...

My Kitty!~

My keychain!~

My bracelet!~

2006-12-24T04:21:00.000+08:00

Oh ya!~
I forgot to mention...
People who forget about me...
I shall not buy their birthday presents...
Makes them collect dust @ my room!~
PffT!~

2006-12-24T03:36:00.000+08:00

Omg!~
I'm like in MIA!~

Anyway...
Be it Secondary or Primary school peeps...
You guys like forgetting to keep in contact la...
Mixed emotions of being pissed and sad...
I wonder why I still can remember your...
Effing sad!~
:"{

I still remember...
Last time they always say in the poem of the autograph book...
*hAiZ*

Whatever...
Anyway...
Though we might have continue with our new chapter of life...
We can always refer to some old characters in the previous chapter...

Still effing sad...
Christmas cards been piling up...
Not able to send...
Cause now so so fucking hard to find the stupid mail box...
My hand-made cards are like trash now...

Anyway...
As you guys can see...
It's 0400, 24 December 2006 now...
Afraid tomorrow sms might not get to your on time...
So wishing you guys an early Merry Christmas!~

People whom i seriously misses loads!~

1) My primary school best friend... WONG KIT PING!~
2) My primary school close friend... LIM YIDA!~
3) My secondary school best friend... JESSAMINE THEN PEI WEN!~
4) My secondary school close friend... WONG HUI LINN!~

This four people are the most wanted person now!~

*sObS*
Heartless creeps are some of them...
Seriously got new forget old...
Except Xiao Xiao Ping... Claudia...
*hAiZ*

2006-12-04T01:20:00.000+08:00

Here's a quiz!~

There are 5 different colours of house. In each house there is one owner and the ownerof 5 houses are all different in nationality. Each house owner drinks different beverage, takes different brand of cigarette, and has different type of pets.

The British is staying in the red house.
The Swede has dog.
The Danish drinks tea.
The green house is on the left hand side of the white house.
The owner of the green house drinks coffee.
The one who takes Camel cigarette has a bird.
The owner of the yellow house takes Dunhill cigarette.
The owner of the middle house drinks milk.
The Norwegian is staying in the first house.
The one who takes Marlboro cigarette is staying next to the one who take Dunhill cigarette.
The one who has rat is staying next to the one who take Dunhill cigarette.
The one who takes Kent cigarette drinks Beer.
The German takes Vogue cigarette.
The Norwegian is staying next to the blue house.
The one who takes Marlboro cigarette is staying next to the one who drink orange juice.

Question: Who has fish?

2006-12-02T15:32:00.000+08:00

Had the weirdest dream ever...
How could I even dream of Ra*****?
My god!~

It's like we never keep in contact already lohx...
Somemore younger than me by a year...

Oh ya...
About yesterday...
The Fundamental In Information Technology exam...
Was so effing tough...
If I manage to even pass only...
I'll be extremely grateful...

Tried to help each other...
But couldn't...
;p

Anyway...
Was effing happy luhx!~
My class is beside his...
:}

So effing happy!~
;p

But one thing to be frustrated...
Got to wait for the "O"s result to be release before he decide whether to leave or stay in MI...
Sad...
Imagine only for first 3 months only...
But still will be happy just for that first 3 months...
:}

2006-11-29T00:53:00.000+08:00

Although it's only 0053...
And nothing much happened...
Shall keep my words of uplaoding mroe pictures...
:}

This was when we're in the bus to Orchard after our job interview at BILLABONG...

When we're eating at Cafe Cartel....

While walking...
It seems interesting...
So photographed it...

Looks funny right?
LoLx!~

Sabira and Yin Whee...
While we're in the bus on the way to SLE Camp!~

Crap!~
Taking fun shots at home...
After my diploma course...
:}

More pictures for the next updates...
:}

Looking forward to it!~
And the answer which I'm not told which I'm supposed to after telling YOU that...
:"{

2006-11-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

First of all...
Yesterday went Bishan to meet my cousin...
Went there to meet her and brought her to Far East to cut her hair...
It's nice...
I meant her hairstyle...

At night...
Suddenly realise I have to clear my room...
For I see ants around...
Which was around for 2 days already?

Packed my room...
And the ants were because of my Geography File...
ArGh!~

All because of the MENTOS!~
It was melted and was stucked on the papers...
Thus, the ants were attracted to my room...
Lucky no more ants now!~
:}

Some pictures to show how much books I'm giving away...
To my cousin luhx...

That's like only half of the books...
Some are still in my room!~
:"{
I love my books...
Hate to give them away....

Papers which are supposed to be recycle...
:}
2 big bags...

Ok!~
Now for things happened today...

OmG!~

So damn pissed with BENNY LOW ZHI HAO!~
Freak him man!~

So bloody pissed with him...
One more thing!~
I DESPISED HIM!~
(Although I don't at first... You made me this way...)

Painted my nails while burning disc...
Just like you've seen....

Nice right?

Now show you my room....

My Room (1)!~

My Room (2)!~

That's all...
:}

I'm leaving some pictures to be uploaded tomorrow...

Looking forward to the upcoming Instructor Camp on the 20 December 2006 to 21 December 2006!~:}

2006-11-24T18:10:00.000+08:00

At last...
Today is the end of my 2nd module...
Effing tired!~

Ermz...
Nothing much had happened...
It's still the same old thing...
:p

Anyway...
I miss 4/5 and 06S4 and Kit Ping!~
When can I meet you all again...
:"{

Oh Ya!~
There'll be an instructor training on the 20-21 December...
Whoever is interested...
Message me...
96437446

And guys...
The last entry not for all of you...
So please don't all be scared by it...
LoLx!~
Still can chat with me...
I didn't imagine alot...

If you didn't mean anything...
Than it's not you le...
:}

2006-11-18T00:22:00.000+08:00

guys!~
please!~
especially when u like the girl, whom is your friend...
please don't show too obvious feelings!~
and doon't be one sided love!~

i hated all of that luhx...
whatever it is...
guys, don't just confess your love anyhow!~
for the least, it irritates me!~

and please!~
i was and am not interested in you guys!~

there's only one...!~

Anyway!~
Actual entry!~
Had fun at Sentosa today!~

Jay, Hui Linn, Joe, Tian Shui, Morven and Vincent...
After that...

Met up with Dong Heng and Jeremy...
Was bored actually...
Anyway...
Hurt my right hand...
So kinda lazy to type!~

Thus....
Caio!~

2006-11-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

Bored!~
Effing bored!~
Been MIA for days!~
Rotting @ home...

Chatted with him today...
It's like at last I've got the courage to chat with him again...
He had watched "Death Note"..
:"{

Promised to watch with me de...
But he didn't...

Effing sad luhx...
>:"{

Anyway...
At least we've got the same character we like...
Which is KIRA!~
He's smart luhx...
I like...
But he like him because of his hairstyle...
So sianz...
-.-"

Told him I like someone le...
But didn't tell him who...
He asked...
And I said because he told me he likes someone else...
Like so effing obvious luhx...

And the last thing he said...
Him says:
btw..if u like den should tell him..yeah..who noes

When they first met, they are like a kettle of cold water...
刚认识时，就像一壶冷水。
You passionatle try to heat it up, keep heating it, heat till the water boils...
你疯狂的给它加热，一直加，一直加，加到水开了。
And than you'll ask, after that what should we do...
然后你就会问，接下来我们该怎么斑阿。
All the way till marriage, everything should be done, have be done...
一直到结婚时，什么事情都作了。
What should be hot, has already been over-heated...
该热的也热过头了。
The original kettle, full of water, has dried up...
原本满满的壶水，都见底了。
Love is gone...
爱情都没了。
Wait till the kettle is burnt...
等待壶水都烧光...
Either they break up, or struggle on, until the bottom of the kettle has a hole...
不是烧干了分手，就是硬着头皮烧破壶底。
Nothing is left...
什么都没了。

Love is gone...
爱情没了...
Kettle is gone...
壶也没了...
Water is also gone...
水也没了...
Everything is gone...
什么都没了...

2006-10-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

Today working mid shift...
*sIaNzAtIoN*

Anyway...
Ate Hawaiian pizza before going to work...
Was there early...
Pack stuffs...

Stupid sun-glasses...
Loads of problems with it...

Went for lunch with Ami and colleagues...
Had braised chicken lamien...
Ami treat me...
*hAhAz*

Than I treated her fruits which only worth $1.60...
*sIaNz*
Must treat her one more meal...

Loads of colleagues leaving...
Effing sad luhx!~
PffT!~
>:<

Oh ya...
Got praised today!~
*bEaMs*
Love it!~
Today's sales average...
$200++ only...
:"{

Anyway...
Who cares?
As long as I get my pay...
LoLx!~

Saturday: 1900 to 2200 for $25
Sunday: 1200 to 2000 for $50
Cool right the pay?
LoLx!~
Get jealous!~
;p

Hey!~
I want my shopping spree!~
ArGh!~

I wanna do my hair...
$98 nia!~
Why not!~
It's like not bad luhx...

1) Supreme colour + Highlight+ Cut
2) Silky Rebounding + Cut
3) Digital Soft Curl + Cut
4) Hair and Scalp Spa Treatment

2006-10-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

Today was bring!~
Stayed at home whole day!~
Rejecting friends outing!~

Shall uplaod some pictures which are able to upload here!~

2006-10-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today went to Sentosa again with clique!~
Decided yesterday!~
Which was so last minute!~
LoLx!~

Anyway...
Yeah!~
Today Squirrel* stripped!~
LoLx!~

But before that...
Lucky we borrowed a volleyball from Leong...
If not today we could not have some entertainment...
Played volleyball till our hands are red!~
:"{

After a while...
Went to tan...

Yeah!~
Explored new toilet!~
Nice nice!~
:}

I like the shower thingy...
But don't have the wash feet thingy outside..
So kind of inconvenient...

Oh ya!~
By the way!~
I stepped on shit again...
In less than 2 weeks...
I've stepped twice on shit!~
Once in school, outside the science laboratory...
-.-"
Effing sianz luhx!~
:"{

Haiz!~
This is call lucky till cannot lucky!~
;p

2006-10-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

Today went to Sentosa with Jessamine...
Though it's like a last minute outing...
Like made it last minute during last night...

Met up at 0830...
Lucky wasn't late...

Her hair is damn long!~
Actually celebrate or her birthday that time already know le...
HeeZ!~

Anyway...
Got tan lines...
More obvious ones this time round...

After that...
Went to Harbour Front to eat...
The "Hokkien Mee" sucks luhx!~
>:<
Pfft!~

But lucky the "Fried Oyster Omellete" not that bad...
Still can manage to finish all...

The sugarcane drinks like damn long queue luhx!~
Don't know why sugarcane drinks also will long queue de...
Anyway!~
They ran out of lime!~
So I didn't get to add lemon to my sugarcane drink!~
I love to add lemon/lime into my sugarcane drink luhx!~
>:<
Pfft!~

Went home...
Rush out some stuffs for my clinque!~

Met up with Janan and Dong Heng...

Firstly...
Met up with Dong Heng to pass him my professional compus!~
So he can use during the Maths "O" Level paper!~
:}

Than met up with Janan...
Pass him the anime!~
"Fushigi Yuugi"!~
He cycle all the way from his house to my house luhx!~
Effing funny!~

Anyway...
More photos on my WEBSHOTS!~
Visit there!~

I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!~

2006-10-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

Memoriable day!~

THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY CLASS!~
06S4!~
ESPECIALLY MY CLINQUES!~

Seriously...
Guys I love you all loads!~
Although it might not be years of friendship...
But we really are attached together...
I seriously hope we still keep in contact...
I still remember last time I'm still quite a autistic child one...
It was you guys who changed me!~

REMEMBER!~
YIN WHEE!~
SHI YING!~
SI NING!~
SI WEI!~

I LURVES YOU GUYS LOADS!~
WILL NEVER FORGET YOU GUYS UNLESS I MET WITH ANY MISHAPS!~

Though I know we will no longer be together...
But I know I really enjoy my time with you guys!~
I can say I leave Millennia Institute without much regrets!~
FOR I KNOW YOU GUYS!~

I believe i love my class also...
Cried!~
But in school tries to laugh!~
But B2* thinks I'm very happy for I kept on laughing!~
:"{
She doesn't know me well...
:{

ANYWAY!~
REGARDLESS OF WHAT!~
I LOVE MY CLASS!~
I like 06S4 of Millennia Institute!~

All my classmates...
Though we might not like each other at times!~
But I truly believe that fate brought us together to know each other!~
Please guys!~

And I loves ARID's speech!~
It's so touching...
My tears almost roll down my eyes...
But I held back!~

Went to toilet!~
In cubicle for long!~
Thinking about quite alot of stuffs!~

I will seriously miss my clinque the most!~
REALLY!~
LOVE YOU GUYS!~

LAST OF ALL!~
THANK YOU ALL THE TEACHERS WHO TEACHES ME...
Be it bad teaching of good teachings!~
It's my fault for not being deligent enough!~
List of all my teachers:
Ms Wang Yanhan (Chemistry Teacher cum Class Tutor)
Mr Saw Seng Huat (Mathematics Teacher cum Class Tutor)
Mrs Yeow (Chemistry Teacher)
Mdm Ong (Chinese Teacher)
Ms Ong (General Paper Teacher)
Mr Philli (Economics Teacher)
Mr Toh (Physical Geography Teacher)
Mr Ng (Human Geography Teacher)

THANKS YOU TEACHERS!~

Guys!~
I will miss you guys!~
PLEASE CONTINUE TO KEEP IN CONTACT!~
:"{

Lastly...
My result!~
:"{

General Paper: S grade
Mathematics: S grade
Economics: S grade
Geography: S grade
Chinese: C grade
Chemistry: E grade

HAIZ!~

2006-10-17T20:10:00.000+08:00

Went to Sentosa with Palau*, B1 & B2, and Squirrel*...
Had fun...
Though didn't tan much due to the haze...
:"{

Met up with groupie!~
But Squirrel* was late...
Lucky I wasn't...
Every 2 minutes late 1 dare!~

LoLx!~
In the end...
Squirrel* gotten 8 dares!~
Actually was to eat up all Palau*'s sandwiches...
But in the end...
Such a pity...
She didn't...

Went there tan...
There was this lifeguard on duty...
Not bad looking...

He was like looking towards our direction with binoculas luhx!~
He was looking at Squirrel*...
LoLx!~

Anyway...
Stop all that Sentosa thingy...

Suddenly released...
I've been running aimlessly ahead...
What exactly am I looking forward to?

Should I be carrying all the uncertanties, betwitch and others?
Or by carrying the most precious thing down the journey with no regrets?
But what exactly is one's precious?
Only by finding it, will one live the way a life should be...
How do I find my precious?
What have I been doing all this while?

Hoping to find my precious thing...
Carry on with my journey with a goal...
Ask me what's life?
I still don't know...

HAVE YOU FOUND YOUR PRECIOUS TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST?

2006-10-17T00:20:00.000+08:00

bored!~
today haze was like so darn high!~
sicked!~
now having sore throat!~

went out to meet B1* & B2* and Palau* for some job thingy...
after that went to meet morven and vic*...
damn gay luhx that stupid vic...
met him criticised his head very big liaoz...
cause he making his spects...
cost $200...
(his receipt still with me lohx!~)

anyway...
after that went to eat KFC @ Lido...
Saw Palau* and B2*...
was surprised luhx!~

than went down to PS to watch movie (You, Me, and Dupree)...
funny luhx!~
but not very nice!~
Vic* lent me his jacket luhx!~

so darn cold...
went down to arcade to find him after that...
boring...
*yawns*

skip the whole thing luhx...
nothing special...
reached home...
yeah man!~

my MUM!~
Mum bought me the swaroski (darn expensive rock!~) sunglass for me!~
=D
so effing happy!~

bEaMz

2006-10-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

It's been 4 days since i blog...
Changed my template..
Guys...
Isn't it nice?

LoLx!~
Anyway...
Today something nice happened...
Guess what...
SBQ gave me goodies...
He won them from the Mid-Autumn Competition thing...
However, someone mentioned that he won too much that they don't want they give people...
:"{
Effing sad lahz...

Okayz...
Let me update yesterday stuffs, 10 October 2006...
Yesterday my class, 06S4, we went for dragonboat in the morning...
But I was effing sleepy...
Can't tahan man...

Went there...
And it was quite chaostic...

However...
Managed to have some fun...
And than there are these cute muscular guys around luhx!~
>:<
But not interested...
;p
That's why never talk much to them...

Except my boat the instructor..
What I heard that he's from NP(Anna asked..)...
Ok la...
Not bad...
Than today, 11 October2006, than heard from Palau* than know he's 19...
He's much younger than someone luhx...
Whoever know who...
Stop teasing me liaoz...

Than that person keep on make fun of me...
I lost my voice...
Shout timing keep on chao sia...
Than I also bo bian...
Have to what...
Who ask ahem ahem ahems to be so uncorporative...

Still we lost...
We're the last...
Damn disheartening luhx!~
>:<

After that...
Went to change...
We went behind the boats rack there to change...
I'm kinda used to it luhx...
But Palau and gang not use to it...
;p

Than Squrriel* and I forgot to bring plastic bag...
Went to ask the people from our school...
But they don't have...
Who ask us never bring plastic to put the damn wet clothes...
Than have to go ask the so called intructor[S] there...
Damn pai seh man...

After that...
Went to Suntec...
With Lynnie Greta and Benny with our gang...
Don't know what the fucking hell is wrong with Benny!~
Showed attitude...
Was darn pissed off...
However, cooled down quite fun cause got other things happening around at that time...

Ignored him...
But have a fued with Palau*...
But ok liaoz...
(I think...)

Than the rest of us rushed to Plaza Singapore to watch Sinagpore Dreaming...
Was very stupid luhx!~
Stupid show...

After that...
Intended to go home with Carolyn!~
After the movie I called her to confirm...

However, while I was waiting at the bus-stop...
She didn't message me till I message her to ask her...
Than she fucking tell me that she's going out with her friends and not calling me...
After I missed the bus...
For I waited for her effing long...
Pissed with her...
Even till now...
Which is 11 October 2006, 1950...

My feets are in effing pain...
Guess what?
Blister burst...
When bathing...
I got to put my feets up while i sitting on toilet bowl to bath...
So damn pathetic luhx!~
>:<

Upload some pictures of 9 October 2006...
Where gang went out for job hunting?
LoLx!~

[CAN'T CLICK WEBSHOTS TO UPLOAD!~ SORRY!~ :{]

2006-10-07T22:25:00.000+08:00

What's life?
LoLx...
Back to my old self?
Can't imagine that's I've changed so much!~

Sick!~
Changes are inevitable!~

What up with gorgeous and ugly?
Stop criticising!~
It's like without the uglies?
How can another be refered as gorgeous withour comparison!~

Fucked up life this days!~
Bored!~
Shopping!~

Only you know how i feels about you, that would be wonderful!~

2006-10-04T16:03:00.000+08:00

OmG!~
Today's Maths paper sure score single digit!~
Or even a ZERO!~
It wouldn't be a surprise to me if I got back my paper and it's a ZERO!~

It's like the paper damn hard luhx!~
I studied also useless...
Go in nothing is for much help except the summation thingy...

*hAiZ*
Friends been getting new friends and forgetting the old!~
Sick of all this!~
*hAiZ*
Shall not mention who are the ones!~
Either they view this entry or forget it!~

Last paper tomorrow!~
And it's CHEMISTRY!~
Sure die!~
I don't know when is a non polarised molecules!~
What's a DAtive bond!~
Sharks!~
:"{

2006-09-04T01:16:00.000+08:00

Url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1hXMcVI6-9M

2006-09-04T00:04:00.000+08:00

Man!~
Not long ago I almost made my Grandmother cry lahz!~
Shit man...
Shall repent!~
.
.
.

*hAiZ*
Felt damn bad...
But I started shouting @ her because she always come up and look for my 2nd bro!~
Hated that ever since young...
Damn sianz...
Still remember she only fed me with chilli...
Not my bros..
She did that whenever I cry when i was in my nursery!~
I hated her big time!~
I cried because my bro lied to them about somethings..
And when I tried to explain!~
They ask me not to rebuke...
It's effing rude of me to do so...
However... I don't give a damn!~

Maybe from young i like the truth to be surface!~
I HATE being WRONGED!~

But as times pass...
My hatred for her is diminishing...
Because not leaving with her...

However, she only buy food for me when either of my bros is @ home...
Or my mum ask her to...
NOTE that!~

But recently...
My 2nd bro got into some problems lahz...
Than she'll come and ask about him everytime he's @ home...
I HATE that!~

Y everyone treated my bros better??
I HATE that!~
I HATE!~

I HATE everyone who is bias!~

2006-08-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

Sweet!~
Bought two things today...
Basically a choker...
& a top which cost me $32.90...

Today spent alot lahz...
*hAiZ*
Anyway...
Had fun...
However Si Wei is not feeling well lahz...

Felt damn bad when left her alone sitting down @ the basement...
While Si Ning and I continue to hunt for my hat, mask and shoes...
LoLx!~

I'm quite stupid lahz...
For spending a fortune on things which are only for just one occasion...
*sIaNz*

But nice!~
I LOVE to dress up and play!~
Cool right!~
Wanted to join my brother friends in the cosplay competition...
But I still got school...
So quite cannot make it lahz...
So forget all about it...
;p

P.S.: Si Wei!~ Get well soon...
Si Ning you take care also...
Yin Whee!~ Strive on!~
Shi Ying!~ Take care of your health also...
Amanda!~ Merge together!~
Greta!~ Come on....

2006-08-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

Wow!~
It's been so long ever since I blogged...
About a month or so right?

Been so busy with studies...
;p
Actually not lahz...
Busy with studies but spent most of my time on my anime which I borrowed from Si Ning!~

Oh ya...
Friendship between Shi Ying, Yin Whee, Si Wei, Amanda, and last but not least!~
My favourite Si Ning is getting better...

Shall not reveal why..
Cause quite disheartening...
Lost 2...
*hAiZ*

Anyway...
Recently a lot of things happened...

Bad one first...
Got caught for skipping Geography class...
Why???!!!
Because of that particular someone...
Don't know why HE got caught lahz...
Want to follow us one...
Than dragged all of us down... Darn sianz..

Impression that I built up in teachers now have gone to waste...
Shit him!~
It's like after so long...
Through my hardwork than I changed the teachers point of view of me...
Now ruin because of that particular HIM!~
*sUcKz*

Anyway...
Good news like none lehx...
Oh ya...
Shi Ying and I was like planning the mural thingy what to draw...
Brainstorm...
And I got a quite nice draft...
But I need a better artist @ drawing...
Consulted SBQ for Wei* whether he can help me...
And they agreed...
*LoLx*

Actually...
God really blessed me alot...
However... I still hate my hands...
I can't do alot of things because of it!~
ArGh!~

My clinque were like thinking to share teachers day presents...
I don't mind...
Cause I'm like so darn broke lahz...
*hAiZ*

Jessamine where are YOU!~
I missed you!~
Where are you lahz!~
Come find me...
My holiday next week!~
Don't forget me!~ ;p

2006-07-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Bored!~
Darn effing bored!~
My god!~

I failed all my exams practically except chinese... (I think lahz...)
My General Paper only got 20/50 for composition...
Chemistry... Section A 10/25... Section B 10/35... Section C 6/30... Mock Practical is 7/8...
Overall for Chemistry is 30 plus... I also don't know lahz...
Econs worst!~ Section A... Happily 7/25.. Section B and C died... Till very jia lat...
It's like 5/25 forget what... And 4/25 forget what...
Maths better than i expected 37...
Geo... Humans geo not as I expected... It's like 16/37... I expected better... Than Phy Geo i got like 4 i think out of 34... Expected... LoLx!~
Never study... What do you expect....
Chinese I think pass lahz... Should be... But forget what liaoz...

Nothing much...
Tired!~ Ciaoz!~

2006-07-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

Mid Year Exams Over!~
And great news!~
I failed all subjects!~

But fend no more!~Here goes a story!~

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $500 Note.

In the room of 200 people, he asked, "Who would like this $500 Note?".

Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this note to one of you but first let me do this".

He proceeded to crumple the note up. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air.

" Well," he replied, "What if I do this?". And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.

He picked it up, now all crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?"

Still the hands went into the air. My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson.

No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $500. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the Dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value.

You are special - Don't ever forget it! Never let yesterday's disappointments overshadow tomorrow's dreams.

2006-07-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

More!~

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

You Are 64% Vain

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You're a little vain, but you also work hard for your good looks.
Just remember, everyone knows you are a total hottie. You don't have to remind them.

How Vain Are You?

Your Love Number is 1

You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument
You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.
You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.
At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.

What Is Your Love Number?

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are 54% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.
You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?
Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.
Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!

Are You Addicted to Love?

You Are A Friendly Ex

You and your ex are just friends - great friends really.
(At least that's what you keep telling yourself!)
While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more...

What Type of Ex Are You?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.

You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.

Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.

You connect best with: Fire

Avoid: Wood

You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Are a Super Flirt

You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble.
In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate.
You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious.
And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

2006-07-06T00:37:00.000+08:00

More surveys!~
Stupid me!~

Your Mood Ring is Red

Excited
Energized
Adventurous
Ready to go

Mood Ring Generator

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are a Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

You Are a Blue Flower

A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance.
At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower.
And at other times, you are wise like an iris.
And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea.

What Color Flower Are You?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Arty Kid

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.

You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

Who Were You In High School?

You Are More Mild Than Wild

You're confident, and you really aren't concerned with how "hot" you are.
Other people's ideas of what's sexy don't concern you. And this is exactly what makes you attractive.

Are You Hot?

You Have Low Self Esteem 80% of the Time

You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not.
You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar.

How is Your Self Esteem?

You Should Be A Capricorn

What's good about you: hard working and ambitious, you're practically a guaranteed success

What's bad about you: you can be unforgiving toward people who fail you

In love: you're very picky, but extremely devoted to the one you choose

In friendship, you're: likely to be a good friend but expect a lot in return

Your ideal job: rock climber, sculptor, or practitioner of black magic

Your sense of fashion: preppy and put together

You like to pig out on: meat and potatoes

What Sign Should You Be?

2006-07-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

Cool!~
Mid year Examination period and here I am blogging..
So effing hilarious luhx!~

I mean like who would come online to do such a bo liao stuffs during their examination?

*yeah* That's right!~ *ME!~*

And did quite a few surveys!~

Your Dosha is Vata

Creative and restless, you take in all of life's pleasures (maybe a little too much!).
You're quick witted and very talkative, but you also tend to have a spotty memory.
You tend to get very into ideas, people, and lifestyles... but only for a short time.
It's difficult to hold your attention, and you sometimes feel with what life has to offer.

With friends: You are very uncomfortable in new situations or with new people

In love: You fall in and out of love very easily

To achieve more balance: Live in a warm climate and spend some quiet time in nature

What's Your Dosha?

You Are 38% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.
But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest:

You energize yourself and push others to suceed.

At Your Lowest:

You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.

In Love:

You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.

How You're Attractive:

Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.

Your Eternal Question:

"What is my next source of inspiration?"

What's Your Power Color?

2006-06-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

Yoz!~
Went back to school I pretented to be darn high..
And yes..
I succeeded...

Or should I say NOT!~

Benny noticed...
He asked...
I pretended I never hear him...
I walk away...

I was like sudden staring into space that kind of thing...
In deep thoughts...
Afik saw...
Benny saw...
But in class...
Friends are friends...
Close friends are who?
Where is bestfriend?

I truly don't know...
Seriously lost my sight and picture of my future...
Which path...

Or is there even any path for me to choose and take?
Anyway...
I've lost my interest in school...
I don't know how else I can survive in this school...
Is there anyone?
A simple thing can make a big different...

You've come and said something to me...
However, it don't work out like last time...
Tears glands might be out of control now...

Argh!~
Life can never be sucks...
For life can't sucks...
Mid year is this coming tuesday...
ANd I've not got the mood to study...

Flunk and retain...?
I don't know...

2006-06-27T02:17:00.000+08:00

I actually got a sugar daddy..
Was like unbelieveable..

He earns about 8k per month...
But too bad...
Speaks Jap...

Turn off by Japs...
Cause of K* lahz..
Shit.. Argh!~@!#@#%#$&%^*&^(&*()*(_+_)_()*&^%$#@!~

2006-06-27T00:40:00.000+08:00

It's all over...
Between me and him...
Everything is gone...
That's what I believe...
It's never gonna happen ever again...
No more...

2006-06-27T00:12:00.000+08:00

Friends..
DO they actually come and go as and when they like?
I don't know...
Friends is like chapters in a story book...

A story book about my life...
First chapter...
Perhaps my nursery friends...
They're remembered by me...
But am I still their mind?
I don't know...

Second chapter...
My PAP friends...
I remember them...
Especially those who dance with me...
The umbrella dance...
Memories lingers vividly in my mind...
Can never be washed away...
But do they remember me?
I don't know...

Third chapter...
My primary school friends...
They actually come and go..
Kit Ping who was once my bestfriend...
Now we've like kinda lost touch...
Why must I always make the first move...
It's tiring...
I don't know...

Fourth chapter...
My secondary school friends...
Once my best friend... Jessamine...
Close friend Hui Linn...
But look @ our relationship now...
It's like a you see a muddy pool and turn away...
Friends are not as close as they used to be...
Now they care about their new friends...
Are new friends so important?
I don't know..

Fifth chapter...
My Millennia Institute friends...
Friends there might be unpredictable..
It's full of schemes...
More cliques than ever...
I don't know what life would be like...
:
:
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I do look forward to the future and not look @ the past..
Don't characters in the story books reappear as soon as they're needed?
I don't know...
Story books are always so nice...
My life?
WoW!~
No words to describe...
I'm actually lost in my path of life now...
It's like you strangling in the antartica ocean...
You being left alone there...
Freezing cold...
Left alone!~
Loneliness engalfs my flickering flame in my heart...
Only dangers are seen ahead...
Danger of no food...
No water...
No rescue...
Not even a companion...
It's so lonely...
Sea breeze blown across your ears...
Can only hear the sound of wind and waves...
It's so cold...
Freezing cold...
Worst than being in blizzard...
Skins wrinkled...
Pale looking face like a corpse floating in the middle of no where...
Where none even notice it...
Birds flew across...
But left no attention to the corpse...
It's desheartening...
I don't know how to continue...
Till someone out there finally realise the existence of this particular person and rescue her...
Or there might not even be this someone or something that notice her except the predators...

2006-06-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

Wait...
Of all things..
I seriously envy the rich!~

Born with a silver spoon...

Ok!~ Yadayadaydaya........

Don't envy them... I know...
But....

I seriously like their life as young kids and adults...

To be frank...
I rather be rich than poor...

Ok... I'm materialistics...
That's what all of you would say...

I mean what's the point of envying them when you have what they don't have...
Ok... What i meant is parents love and whatever shit lahz...

Anyway... This entry meant to be pessimistic for what I am...

Ermz... Nice Gary and Hui Linn...
I praised them for they endured my nonsense when I'm online chatting with them...

Shit... I lost all my courage..
Or perhaps i've none in the beginning...

I don't know what gone wrong with me...
I'm not good with words... Like Nicole and her sister... Jessamine... Whoever lahz...
I love reading their blogs... Perhaps I find their blogs are much more interesting and nice looking than mine?

I don't know...

Question posted by Gary!~

One fine day, a young 13 year old boy was walking and walking.
He saw his friend and decided to chat with him, his friend told him that his elder brother just bought him a brand new expensive handphone.
Guess what that young 13 year old boy said to his friend?

Answer by Gary!~

wow.. so good.. i wish i could have that too..
that 13 year old kid didn't say that
he said: "How i wished i could be like your brother"

see!~
thats what most people would react
wow.. how i wish i had a brother to give me that ex phone too

I didn't get it @ first... But i got it...
However... I still envy them...

I just couldn't find the courage to face the facts of what i am...
What i'm given...
What i'm bestowed upon...
What has been decided for me the moment i as born...

Kinda weird for me to think of all this...

I even think i'm crazy for having such thoughts?
People always say humans are never satisfied with what they have...

I agree...

However... I envy the rich@!@#$$%&%((*__+*&^%$#@!~%^&*()__(*&^%$#@!*()

They can enjoy when they are young...

They do not need to worry about financial problems...
They get what they want that make them no need to get migrants over stupid issue..

For example no money to school or what so ever...

I know people will than say they suffer while they are in adult hood...
I think that's because the way their parents treated them makes them so...

However... Not all suffer in adult hood...
Some even succeeded being great people...

For example prime minister lee hsien long..
His son and daughter so big things isn't it?

And they can enjoy while they are young?
I meant that they can travel and buy the things they want...

It's like my life I've to work for everything that I want...

I envy jessamine...
Seriously...
She actually got money from her dad...
WHich is not little..
I envy her...
Seriously..

I don't know what's got into me..

I WANT SUGAR DADDY!~
bE MY SUGAR DADDY ANYONE?#?!

2006-06-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

Shit!~

I've got the urge to become a freelance model!~

Should I or should I not...

What a dilema...

Argh!~

Model for me or not???

I think it's nice to go overseas and earn big bucks...

Just by posing and standing and doing some walks...

Though need to work on the diet nevertheless...

Argh!~

Should I go or that course???

Haha!~

2006-06-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

True loves somehow would never die
No matter how much you suppress it
Try all the childish stuff to suppress it
It would never let you go
It clings onto you like a leech
and left onto you forever
Time would never heal
It would only scar it further
That person has moved on
it's about time I did too
I guess you found somebody better
All right poof poof gone

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Somethings, it's better to say than regretting it at the end by keeping it down deep inside your heart...

It's useless...

You only live once!~

So live a life with no regrets

If you've choosen, i've gotnothing to say.

If you've not choosen, i'll decide for you by not ruining otehrs happiness!~

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Let fate decide everything for you or you create miracles?

Is it your destiny?

Think.......

2006-06-06T17:14:00.001+08:00

Oppsy!~
Been quite busy with my life lately...

Anyway... People been falling sick lately...
On after another...
WHY!?~!?@?@$?$%?^$?%^*^&?)?*^?&?!@$?~@$

I'm so effing crazy over Red Ruby Vodka!~
Whoever can get me one of those... I'll darn greatful and will love u darn loads!~

Oppsy!~ Uploading MISS CHEN PINXIN's WEDDING PICTURES!~
She's so darn happy!~
And that CLARENCE and MI YUN are together!~ I know they will last!~
Way to go guys!~